Why the fuck am I still the same, making myself hurt over things that are nothing. I get cut up about small little stupid things. I make it seem like I should be at the top - but thats just how I am. Why do I always make up hypotheticals which infact cut me up even more. I always have these fucken inspicious thoughts which shouldn't even be there, I know you love me and you treat me right, I have no right to hurt you.
Why the hell do I think otherwise? Maybe it's because I bring everything upon myself. I don't kow if I exactly love you yet; But I know for sure I like you alot. & I don't think I would stand me seeing you walk out of my life any time soon. I'm here to hear all your problems, but as for me, it's different. It's harder for me to open up, because of past experiences. Yes, I hate myself.
- Write a letter saying sorry or ILY - Sing a song for you - Keep his promises - Stop bringing your hopes high and then shatters them - Not dog you -Not Lie to you - Not break your heart everynight. - Tell youhis secrets - Tell you what he thinks - Tell you what's bothering him - Message you first - Message you in the morning just to say hi - Messageyou at night time just to say goodnight - Change himself - Stop changing when friends are around
- Really love you when you're down.
Wow, it's a big difference then last time isn't it. His basically everything you need. But why am I so insecure?
