So here I am, back to square one. Sitting here thinking why the fuck I bought this upon myself. I'm sure of it, I'm going to die lonely, no one can fucken stand me, not even myself. So why even go out with a Korean? Especially if you hated them?

So much for going Korea together.
   Or the aquarium.
      Or for me to wear those dresses for you.

So much for I'll never break up with you.
     So much with I'll always be there.
         So much for being sad,
when I mention talking about you breaking up with me.

(Which did really happen)

No, no ones going to like me. Even if YOU LIKED me, but didn't like my personality. Who the fuck else is going to stand it? No one, No I am not a fucken nice person, who gives you the right to say such things as that and say you're not lying.

Just like when you call me pretty.
   & said you loved me.

I'm guessing its just as much as how much "I won't break up with you" goes.
I'm guessing you have someone else in mind?
So much for celebrating 200 and 300 days and getting cut when I reminded you I never last that long, whos fucken fault is that.

& I bet you your break up lines were all lies as well. Bullshit you're going to talk to me. Bullshit BullFUCKENshit, what else, yeah ? I got one, "it won't be the last time I'm calling you" WHAT FUCKEN BULLSHIT. I hate myself too.